January 2012
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got my shift covered at work today so that i could...
i’m really okay with this
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normally, i'm not a jealous person at all
but right now, i just can’t help it. maybe it’s because we’re not actually together, which means that there’s no sort of commitment at all. not even fake commitment. and maybe the fact that she’s his ACTUAL girlfriend. or was. idk. on a break. whatever that means…..
but really, the reason that i think it really bothers me, not only because i’ve liked him...
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take me for what i am: 21 is the youngest i'll... →
break—thespell:
19 is jailbait.
21 is my brother’s age. 21 i can deal with. 21 can be attractive and good.
19 is too young. 19 is a kid.
backstory:
one of the guys who was in the first art class i took with my roommate (and where i met her) is adorable. he’s a complete sweetheart. he always finds me and says…
just do it(:
though i’m not sure i’m the right person to...
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fact
melissaskyline:
you only get a shit load of followers if you’re cute -__-
then YOU should get a shit load of followers(:
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love my friends for looking out for me
<3
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so i lied
or maybe i’m just lying to myself………but i’m apparently that girl. the thing is, as much as i try to talk myself into thinking i’ll be okay with everything and that we can still be friends if he goes back to his gf/ex/whatever, i probably won’t. i’m gonna be hurt. really hurt. and the longer we keep this up, the worse it’ll be.
YET, i...
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"on a break" is not the same thing as "breaking...
i’m not gonna be that girl.
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what does "on a break" mean anyway?
ugh. i’m kinda confused. i can’t decide whether i WANT this to be a fling or not. but i really like him. grrrrrr
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that awkward moment when you realize that you...
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and he wants to come over
and i’m unable to say no.
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i'm getting better at this(:
it was 2:30 in the morning, i was drunk, and i really wanted to text him. but i didn’t!
maybe i do have some ounce of self control…
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i need to stop thinking about that guy
because i know there’s someone else thinking about him too. and she’s the one that deserves it.
but what kills me is that while he’s thinking about her, i know, at least part of that time, he’s thinking about me. but i definitely don’t deserve it.
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i am not that girl
so why am i acting like her?
effffffffffff. i think i need to spend a few days away from him.
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I pissed off some teen age kid at a table I was...
sing-it-twice:
Me: I’m sorry, I’ll be back with the right plate Him: whatever *as I turn to walk away* Him: *talking to his friends* he’s probably a homo, he’s too distraught. *i turn back to the table* Me: you know, you shouldn’t talk about the dude who’s about to serve your food, right beside him. Also, learn the definition of homo, it’s a root word...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR
over an hour late, but still.
here’s hoping that all of you have an AMAZING 2012. all the bad things that happened in 2011 are in the past and the good things are memories we’ll cherish forever. take the good, learn from the bad, and make this coming year great!
<3
December 2011
22 posts
break--thespell asked: iiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeiiiiiiiiiii will always loooooooove yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. (hi.)
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if i had the money
i would just throw out almost all of my clothes and start over.
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if you don’t want me there, don’t invite me.
if you don’t want to come, just say that.
if you’re mad at me, tell me why.
if you’re happy with me, tell me that too.
if you don’t want to be friends with me, just be straight up.
just stop making up excuses and being fake.
i’d rather you just be honest, even if it hurts.
it hurts less than when you lie.
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friends
i feel like i don’t know what that word means anymore
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that moment when you get on tumblr and see that...
then a shit ton of other people liked/reblogged it.
a little late on the joke kids, but glad you liked it.
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I honestly wouldn't mind having no boobs if I was...
Then I’d feel like a ballerina or super model…except short (:
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i wasn't actually invited
and just in case i thought the fake invite was real, she told me not to come. hello, i’m not that stupid. but thanks for being honest. i actually appreciate that part of it.
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i really just hate being lied to
just tell me the fucking truth and let me decide.
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maybe it's just better to pretend everything is...
if i do it long enough, maybe it’ll make itself that way.
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i love how everyone gets all annoyed when i don’t wanna do something, though me not going doesn’t affect them at all, since they do shit without inviting me anyway, yet they bail on me all the time and it’s supposed to be no big deal. i’m just over the double standard of it. sorry i don’t wanna just wait around all the time and just do whatever it is you wanna do....
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i thought i was really close to losing my best...
and it sucked. we never fight, even when we disagree, yet we just kept arguing. part of it having to do with her brother being a dick, part being her boyfriend. and it sucked mostly because i kept thinking to myself, while she puts other people as a higher priority than me, she’s my highest priority. at least, that’s how i was feeling. until her boyfriend told her that he didn’t...
i officially got nothing accomplished today
i was gonna go to school and come home and work on homework.
i went to school, class was cancelled, so i came home and slept. and i didn’t sleep very well. now time to get ready for work.
November 2011
40 posts
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i would really like to reject this sickness
i’m pretty sure it’s a cold, but i really don’t want it, nor do i have time for it.
GO AWAY COLD
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i hope we get decently busy tonight so i can make...
granted, i did hair today so i made money from that, and i will tomorrow too, but i need to pay rent and pay as much on my credit card as i can next week because i need to do christmas shopping and i have to pay for school next semester.
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happy turkey day
thankfully BJ’s is closed today. the one day i don’t have to go into work and look like a pilgrim… go figure.
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i need to get some cash flowingggg
why can’t i have a college friend who’s an escort and can hook me up easily? needed.