the most interesting things i say are in my tags, not in my posts. i talk shit. a lot of shit. about everything. i'm judgmental of tv and movies and my life, but not of others. i like to help people as much as i can and i'm an extremely passionate person, which means i care a lot. sometimes i wish i didn't care so much and sometimes i'm thankful for it. i'm thankful for my friends and everyone who has stood by me through everything. i talk a lot. i rant a lot. i hate a lot. but i also love a lot. i reblog a lot of posts about fashion and about sex. and also whatever looks interesting. i love followers.

 

i seriously thought this year was going to be SHITTY

the way it started, just in the first couple of days, it seemed like it was all bad things. it sucked.

but what i’ve come to realize now is that this year is a really GOOD year. all of the bad things were trying to show me what in my life that i needed to change. habits, people, relationships, etc. 

so now that i’m starting to fix things in my life, change the things i was doing that were hurting me, and get rid of the trash in my life, now i’m able to make room for good things. i’m not stressing about things that are beyond my control and i’m not trying to make things work that are so damaged beyond repair.

i’m glad for these experiences, as terrible as they’ve been at the time, because they’ve really made me see the good in things and are really helping me become a better person.

for the first time in a really long time i think i’m actually happy. things are going really well now(:

fuckyeahbastijnmcferrell: awesome...

woompdie:

i cant understand ANY of my algebra homework AGAIN. no matter how much effort i put in, the bullshit is still not making sense. so it’s either between staying at my shitty community college for another full year (because i need an ALGEBRA class broken into two parts, a full fucking year), failing…

go to the tutoring center. every cc has one. that’s what i did for calc. OR you could try taking a more basic math. you just need the credit. that’s what i did for my bio credit cuz i suck at science. and i’m four years out of high school and i won’t have my associates this semester either, so, there are people out there doing worse than you. hang in there.

i made three boxes of mac and cheese today

to stock up for the week.

i don’t have a stove at my house, so i went over to my mommy’s and made my mac n chz and spagettios and rice and put it in nice containers and brought it home and put it in my fridge to be microwaved at my convenience(: