the most interesting things i say are in my tags, not in my posts. i talk shit. a lot of shit. about everything. i'm judgmental of tv and movies and my life, but not of others. i like to help people as much as i can and i'm an extremely passionate person, which means i care a lot. sometimes i wish i didn't care so much and sometimes i'm thankful for it. i'm thankful for my friends and everyone who has stood by me through everything. i talk a lot. i rant a lot. i hate a lot. but i also love a lot. i reblog a lot of posts about fashion and about sex. and also whatever looks interesting. i love followers.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
you know what i wish?
that there weren’t so many stupid rules for everything.
people create their own damn rules.
idk.
i fucking hate everything.
i really just want to get married and have babies
and finish school and all that, but i really do want to find a good guy that wants to marry me (and that i want to marry, of course) and start a family. it’s all i’ve ever wanted.
so, why is it, that so many people i know just want to fuck around and date yet they’re the ones that always find guys and it’s so hard for me to find someone who wants to even DATE me let alone marry me.
i don’t know what makes me such a shitty person.
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i need to call my insurance.
(Source: marryingthesefive)
i need a better job
and another job.
if jobs would be willing to work with me, i could have a perfect schedule with three jobs and enough time for school and schoolwork.
the problem is, jobs don’t want to work with me. they want me to be their bitch.
i wish i could just shut my brain off. or stay home and cry. but no. i have to get up and go to work and i can’t stop thinking about all of this crap.
normally, i’m not a jealous person at all
but right now, i just can’t help it. maybe it’s because we’re not actually together, which means that there’s no sort of commitment at all. not even fake commitment. and maybe the fact that she’s his ACTUAL girlfriend. or was. idk. on a break. whatever that means…..
but really, the reason that i think it really bothers me, not only because i’ve liked him for a while and i know he loves her, but really because it was only this morning that he came over and woke me up to have sex and cuddle. and then he went out with her tonight. really dude? same day? ugh. and i just have this sinking suspicious(hello, jealously, i don’t see you often but you suck) that they’re still together….which means they’re probably also having sex. which is just not cool with me right now.
ugh. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET MYSELF INTO THESE SITUATIONS?!
